Deep breath

So after I posted that, the phone rang and it was P trying to smooth over our overwhelmed-with-life overreacting explosions at each other (which included him telling me he was going to think about a divorce). I swear, everything has been terrible, but I can deal with it as long as things with him are cool. If they're not, then it's really, really bad. So I guess that was my answer, although I have a massive headache now.